Archive for January, 2011

make believe

Posted in Brutal Honesty with tags , , , , , , , on January 20, 2011 by addictmagnet

it’s all just make believe

love has never been real

 

it’s an optical illusion

I will see what isn’t there

 

I breath deep the scent of you

you leave and it lingers still

 

it’s a laugh track

you say what I want to hear

 

I taste your sweet lips

but I swallow a bitter pill

 

and, like with any drug

I cannot trust what I feel

 

because it’s just make believe

love is not real

 

JRD 1-20-2011

 

angry

Posted in Brutal Honesty with tags , , , , , , , on January 16, 2011 by addictmagnet

I don’t love you, never loved you

but I did care

now I’m just angry

angry that you refuse to communicate

angry that you not communicating caused this

angry that you called me a liar

angry that you don’t trust me

angry that you felt the need to check up on me

angry that you wouldn’t open the door

angry that you won’t talk to me face to face

angry that I made a fool of myself

angry that you are a coward

angry because when we stumbled you turned and ran

angry that I cared for a boy not a man

you never gave us a chance

I don’t love you, never loved you

but I did care…

JRD 1-16-2011